Needy Me
I just felt like blogging. It's 11:17 PM and I should be there in front of the gazillion of dishes I was supposed to wash, but here I am... doing something that gives me simple feelings joy. Anyway!
Christmas is so nearing and I can't wait for the sweet scents of things that smell of Christmas and for the dazzling multi-colored Christmas lights of every house. But I must admit. I am still not prepared. I should be cleaning the house, making appropriate plans for our family's Christmas decorations and doing the things I didn't do last year!!!
Sabi ko last year na September pa lang, magpe-prepare na ko. That I will initiate with every Christmas "matter" in our family. Kaya lang, I think I'll be needing some sort of support and help from... every generous person I could reach. Generous people who'd share anything - love, uh... what else? I dunno. Yeah, well... Maybe some... cash, if they don't mind? Ha! I must be out of my mind. Kung anu-ano na naman naiisip at nasasabi ko.
I should go.
I'll leave with an open letter to heaven:
Dear God,
Okay I know I may sound very paranoid but I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY need to make this Christmas more "spirit-y" this time. I need to put my plans into action and You know Who I need. I need YOU. Lord, please! Help me! And my family! Bless me and my family with enough inspiration and motivation to celebrate the birth of Your Son, our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ with the most love and happiness our family could have and share.
My God, ngayon pa lamang po, dinadalangin ko po ito sa Inyo nang buong puso. In Jesus' mighty name. AMEN! I love you God!
Your Faithful Child,
Hannah :)
posted on
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
